Monday, July 31, 2006

Phuket Trip

just came back from tiring company trip to Phuket...
really really tiring and i m sure will not forget abt this trip forever...
haha too many strange things happen...
the strangest thing is.. the flight.. damn farnie de.. i tell u..
at first the flight was delayed to 7pm (shld fly at 315pm)...
then 7pm take off... 15 mins later i see the plane turning back.. and landed in LCC-T..
the captain damn farnie .. he said "welcome back to malaysia.. well i m confused also...
at first i ve being told that the flight engineer is already on the plane.. but then half way
someone radioed me and telling me that i left the engineer behind... so i nid to make a
u-turn to pick him up... sorry..."
hahaha all the mat salleh also laugh jor.. i think they will say "malaysia really boleh!" hahaha
so farnie..
well..the most interesting event during the trip is sea-canoe and also thai-massage...
we got to see all kind of strange caves.. lime stones... bat caves.. for the canoeing session..
then thai massage.. damn nice.. painful then comfortable... hahah
well.. photos will be uploaded in my frenster as soon as i compiled and filtered ...

Posted by fukuitsu at 12:55 PM

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

珍惜

香烟爱上火柴就注定被伤害，老鼠对猫说我爱你，猫说你走开，老鼠流泪走开，谁也没看见老鼠走后猫也流了一滴泪，风筝一辈子只会为一根线冒险，女人善变的是那张脸，男人善变的是那颗心，爱情里没有谁对不起谁，只有谁不懂珍惜谁，遇到了真爱就不要轻易说离开，要捉住爱情而不是捉住感情，毕竟真爱难寻啊。。。

Posted by fukuitsu at 4:54 PM

Sunday, July 23, 2006

思念是啥？
最近思念已经成为我最贴身的好友，无时无刻地在我身边周旋。。。究竟思念一个人到底是什么样的感觉呢？
思念是很玄的。思念可以是幸福的忧伤，也可以是一种甜蜜的惆怅。
思念是对昨日悠长的沉湎和未来美好的向往。
究竟是什么让我会去思念一个人呢？
是距离。。。
思念是有距离的。若没有距离，就没有思念。
我认为如果是空间的距离，那思念便是甜蜜的，甜蜜的笑着流泪。
如果是心灵上的距离，那思念便是苦涩的，苦涩的笑着流泪。
如果是彼此的思念，那思念便是一种幸福。（我真的希望我思念的那个人也会思念我）
如果是单向的相思，那思念便是一种哀愁。
如果只被别人思念，那思念则是一种负担。
思念是有形状的。月亮是我正在思念她的最大受益者。因为思念她，我向月亮注入了浓郁的情感。月亮让我的思念有了形状，月亮弯的时候，思念也弯；月亮圆的时候，思念也圆。
思念真可以让我对着月亮流泪，思念也可以让我对着月亮含笑。
不论月亮是弯是圆，不论我是哭着还是笑着，思念都是一首皎洁的诗。
思念是有方向的。思念的方向是往上的，象一道蜿蜒向上的阶梯。
向上一直向上，直上云霄，看不到尽头。
思念果然是没有尽头的。思念是有重量的。
沉沉的压在眉头，把我的三叉神经压得疼痛。思念是有重量的，思念的方向是向上的……思念是地球上唯一违反地心引力的东西……思念是一种很玄的东西…… 啊！我正在思念她

Posted by fukuitsu at 12:01 PM

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

心语

曾經想過如果我不是我，我不用煩惱我現在的煩惱。
如果不曾遇上你，那麼生活將是平淡如水更加枯燥乏味。
如果不曾知道你是誰，那麼我的心裡不會多了一個名字。
如果不曾凝視你的眼神，那麼孤寂的心怎可能加快跳動。

因為喜歡了你，所以我成了一塊玻璃般不堪一擊。
我害怕失去你而摔落地，換來粉身碎骨，弄得遍體鱗傷。
或許我想得太多，問得太多，說得太多。。。
没有你夜裡，總是格外安靜，我聽見了自己柔弱的呼吸。

遺下悵惘與思念伴我進入眠夜。
閉起疲倦的雙眼，我還是看見你不能抹滅掉的笑颜。
究竟，還要在這裡徘徊多久呢？
究竟，仍要在這裡停滯多久呢？
什麼時候才能夠走出來，嚐嚐屬於我的藍天與白雲。

我最大的希望，就是看見你可以得到的快樂。
我就是如此，為了一個莫名其妙的感覺而付出。
積極的甘心情願的去展開一場沒有把握的追逐。
沒有人可以保証我一定不會受傷，
不會遇上瀕臨懸崖般的危險。

因為在乎你，我將埋怨恨恨的忘記，
只知道我不能否決自己內心想說什麼，
如果我不在乎你，我又怎麼这样呢。

Posted by fukuitsu at 10:41 PM

Destination Host unreachable ....

我日日都系度ping ... 用尽各种方法ping ....
点解...硬系.. packet lost ...
唔系packet lost 就系 "destination host unreachable" ...
好支力啊。。。

Posted by fukuitsu at 6:06 PM

Sunday, July 16, 2006

无题
“都五点半了怎么巴士还不来？” 小猪感觉到少许焦急了。毕竟这是他第一次约会小花。也不能说是第一次，之前也有出来吃饭看戏，但是这一次是不同的。因为，在不久前小猪已向小花表明了心意。身份与出发点和以前相比毕竟有所出入。“啊，不等了！” 说罢，小猪立刻接了一辆德士，向司机说了地点“到 ‘首要’广场去！ ” 到了广场，立刻到了顶楼的金屏影院那买了两张七点半的戏票。再看看时间 “哦，快要六点了！还好赶得及。” 于是打了个电话给小花：“嗯，你可前来了，我已在广场那。” 约二十分钟后，接到了小花的电话 “我到咯，在快餐店那儿。” 小猪随即前往找小花。见到了她，两人到了一家面档吃些东西。也许小猪有一段日子没见小花了，行为举止异常僵硬。俩边吃边聊，聊的都是一些很普通的话题，工作，近况。。。久久也没有进入正题。小猪也很少主动开口说话，结果小花问：“你。。。怎么那么静呢？” 小猪 “咿啊。。。我。。咿啊” 地，一直都讲不出一句完整的话。 “怎么啦？你到底想说什么呀？” 小花开始带领小猪进入正题。“也没什么啦，只是不知道从何说起。。。我只是想听听你的想法。。” 小猪答道。“哦。。这件事，你要人怎样答你呀？就。。。顺其自然吧。。。” 其实小花也不知道如何回答他。好一句“顺其自然”，小猪这时心想:“糟了，以前也这样，现在也这样” 其实，小猪是一个观察力不敏锐的男生。还记得多年前，也曾谈过恋爱。那时候，要不是那个女生的朋友“出卖”了她，把其心意告诉小猪，他也绝对不会成功的搭上她。现在小花又说了那句顺其自然。。。小猪当然担心咯。因为他绝不会知道什么时候该做些什么。气氛一度紧张，话题急转，谈了一些无关痛痒的事情，情况才好转些。小花今晚的状况也不好，老是用右手搓右边的太阳穴。看来是有点头疼，不舒服。其实小猪这时很想亲自帮她搓搓舒解头疼。但只是在心里想想而已，并没有采取实际行动。时间也差不多了，俩一起走向电影院那。路上，小猪很想牵牵小花的小手，但也只是想想而已。到了影院，找了位子，开始看戏。电影完了，小猪的朋友原本应该这个时候前来载他回家的。但有事在身，没那么早来载他。所以，小猪也只好顺道到小花的家坐坐。当两人走向广场出口时，竟然碰上了小明“失散”已八年之久的前度女友。小猪和她也只聊了一会。没想到会这个时候遇上，八年了，都一直插肩而过，今晚竟然碰上了。她在和小猪聊的时候，不时瞄瞄小花。相信她也明白是怎么一回事了，她打趣且加重了音调说道：“哦。。。你特地跑来这里的哟！真难得。。嘻嘻嘻”
这时小猪也只能“呵呵呵。。。”　地苦笑。　
“嗯，好吧！　不打扰你啦。。。”　说罢小猪便和她挥手道别。
小花随后便问道：“刚才那位是谁啊？”
“哦。。我以前的女友，已有很久没见了，我想有八年了。。。” 小猪说道。
“样子好甜美哦。。” 小花逗趣地说。
“呃。。。还好吧。。。” 小猪不知道怎么答才好。其实小猪是想说：“她是我的过去。我要你做我的未来。。。” 但始终也没有说出来。到了小花的家，看来她真的很累和不舒服，一直搓头。小猪觉得很愧疚，觉得好像打扰了她。于是便猛催朋友，早点来接他，好让小花休息。在小花家的那时，电视是开着的，她是看着电视的，而他是看着她的。小猪，很享受这样的情景。静静的看着心仪的女孩，即使什么也没做，什么也没说，他也觉得很是开心。。。这种静静的“幸福”洋溢了整个房子，小猪真希望时间停留。。。。心里哼着最近一直听的一首歌。。。

静静的 （演唱-庾澄庆）
空气里躲着什么有点浪漫的心动
我偷偷看你你也偷偷看我
世界上多了什么好象变得很不同
站在你身边这一切都很宽阔
我还在等着你静静的爱我
只要有你陪我静静的就足够
你也在等着我静静的温柔
就这样手牵手静静的看者天空
心里面藏着什么你只想要让我懂
原来我的梦也就是你的梦
纸条上写了什么我好想要听你说
让字字句句充满我们的笑容
我还在等着你静静的爱我
只要有你陪我静静的就足够
你也在等着我静静的温柔
就这样手牵手静静的看者天空
永远要记得那天彼此许下的承诺
瞬间点亮的火花是我们的拥有
我还在等着你静静的爱我
只要有你陪我静静的就足够
你也在等着我静静的温柔
就这样手牵手静静的看者天空
静静的手牵手是最简单的梦

Posted by fukuitsu at 4:29 PM

Friday, July 14, 2006

The REASON

I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before
I goThat I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear
I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

Posted by fukuitsu at 11:58 AM

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

盼不到我爱的人我知道我愿意再等
疼不了爱我的人片刻柔情它骗不了人
我不是无情的人却将你伤的最深
我不忍我不能别再认真忘了我的人
离不开我爱的人我知道爱需要缘分
放不下爱我的人因为了解他多么认真
为什么最真的心碰不到最好的人
我不问我不能拥在怀中直到他变冷
爱我的人为我痴心不悔
我却为我爱的人甘心一生伤悲
在乎的人始终不对谁对谁不必虚伪
爱我的人为我付出一切
我却为我爱的人流泪狂乱心碎
爱与被爱同样受罪
为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围

Posted by fukuitsu at 2:46 PM

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

想的都是她 - 张学友

好不容易睁开了我的眼睛天气好的令人不敢相信

我睡梦中频频出现的你仍然留在眼前挥之不去

带着我的球鞋随身听出去走走让自己恢复清醒

无奈路上每个俏丽的背影我的心里一概通通当成你

走来走去越来越觉得生气痛恨自己就是这么的不争气

全世界有数不清的漂亮女孩为何偏偏我就只迷上了你

打开身上没电的随身听只有收讯不良吵杂的收音机

调来调去不管转到哪里耳里只有听到你的声音

想的都是她她她苦恼的是我我

我想的都是她她她苦恼的是我我

失眠的夜多的数不清烦燥的心不能忘记你控制不住自己

没有办法不想你想不通搞不懂为何我

会如此深深的深深的迷恋你

Posted by fukuitsu at 11:02 AM

Monday, July 10, 2006

想的。。都是她。。。做什么也想到她。。。

Though the sea will be strong
I know I'll carry on
'Cos if there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one

When I get to where I wanna go
And I know the things I wanna know
Im smiling
When I said what I wanna say
And I know the way I wanna say it
I'll be so high I'll be flying

I was her she was me
We were one we were free
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one
If there's somebody calling me on
She's the one

Posted by fukuitsu at 10:54 PM

CCNA and at work

Well, many asking what i studied during CCNA (Cisco Certified Network Associate) course. So i guess is time to explain...

Look at the pic above..
i playing with these devices during the class. One Cisco Catalyst Switch and 2 Cisco routers. The course main module is ICND (Interconnecting Cisco Network Devices), so most of the time I learn how to configure the catalyst switch and router lo...
by using Cisco IOS .. so it is all CLI.. no user-friendly UI de..
lots of commands nid to memorize as there is too many ways to configure them to do routing like RIP, OSPF, IGRP, EIGRP, VLANs bla bla bla ... interesting though... hehe

So.. now lets look wat i do in the company... haha configuring servers for testing.. hahaha also CLI de.. cos is linux based.. T_T

Posted by fukuitsu at 12:22 PM

Sunday, July 09, 2006

Wat a weekend
sat... as usual ccna course.... after balik rumah.. feel sick jor.. then sleep early.... i think i too tired for whole week jor... nt enuf rest...

sun... ccna course again.... sebelum balik.. housemate called me said house on fire...
rush back... kitchen hangus terbakar.. will repair on monday... lucky my room not terbakar...
tired tired... down down... sick sick

Posted by fukuitsu at 6:17 PM

Friday, July 07, 2006

I Dun wanna miss a thing ...

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Don't wanna close my eyes Don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing '
Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep 'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing I don't wanna miss a thing

Posted by fukuitsu at 9:29 AM

Sunday, July 02, 2006

但愿。。。不只是。。。朋友

自遇着你后便不只愿是朋友
在暗中爱慕实在难形容和忍受
现在又再遇而夜星把你我亮透
令我多惊喜是这想不到的邂逅
oh 想永伴左右(no more no more lonely nights)
oh 但你可知道否
lalalalala 能否进一步
与你挽手饮爱情烈酒 l
alalalala 能否进一步
求长夜令你逗留
若冒昧注视是因心内溢情意
愿说出爱慕但又如何来开始
现在面对面长夜清楚我眼内意
但你知不知在这心中火烫故事
lalalalala 能否进一步
你两眼会否给我们借口
情侣或朋友会因这一步
长夜令你逗留

Posted by fukuitsu at 4:44 PM

Update for the week...

busy busy ...

Start of CCNA class.... so for saturday and sunday i went out 7am to attend class at stamford college PJ...
so the tired...! y leh??? cos playful lo...
friday watch futball with waihong and small keong.. that fucking germany got through in the end..
waste my time... watch till 2am.. back home already 230am .. then cant sleep cos PIG hv to do homework de ... hehee but happy to do this homework wor..... then slept at 4am ... 5am ck called me ... said arrive KL jor coming over my place.. then after open the door for them.. i continue my DREAMS... but then hard hard...
7am++ went out with ck and jessie ... they went paramount and i went asia jaya...
after CCNA class .. then straight go sg wang meeting ck and jessie...
walk walk see see ... then is time to take karaoke room at times square jor...
then start sing sing sing till 1030pm .. then start find mamak to watch futball..
then see how england lost..... i think this is the best performance england show for this tournament so far...
but still losing... so hor i think england only can win UGLY game and lose BEAUTIFUL game...
again .. is 2am... then walk home ... lifts were crowded... reached home already 3am ... then start do PIG homework first... then play winning eleven ... use england to crash portugal ... crash crash crash.. wah....
is 5am jor.. then must force myself to sleep.. but then cant!!!! suffer... 7am this morning... go asia jaya again for CCNA second day class.... tired tired.... now at home jor.. writing blog ..... now is 430pm...